I agree completely with this statement. I have spent more on books than items at this point. That being said... I'm unfortunate in not being able to retain new knowledge and my doctor tells me this will only get worse. I've come to completely depend on the experts here and even with them I still make many, many mistakes. Get the books and learn what you can! It get's so much easier after reading and going to sword shows to understand what the books tell you. Do it now, don't wait for it.